I’m a sophmore at a school near the water on Long Island. I guess if you live on Long Island, all schools are near the water? Anyways, i have changed so much through the past years and i look back now on my pictures and in some ways i hate who i have become.
In middle school i tried too hard to be different. And everyone is different in their own way so why would you have to try to be something your not?
Coming into Highschool, i wanted to fit in with the girls that everyone was afraid of so i would have no problems. But what happens when the girls everyone is afraid of begin to hate you? Than your left with nobody, and you really need to watch your back.
I go in and out of friendships with some girls in my grade, but i realize now after all of the dramas and fighys that i can’t become close to just anybody. People who have hurt me in the past, always deserve a second chance if their truely sorry, but i need to keep an eye out now because if you do something once, there is nothing inside of you telling you not to do it again.
I feel like if i tell you what to do and not to do in highschool, than you really will never learn. You have to experiance your mistakes and faults yourself to truley know what it feels like.
